Back from the past...

Ever since school has been out and for the first time ever I am home again, and I have to be honest it feels weird to be back at home again. It feels weird to be home again because ever since high school I've been living in my own because I lived in the dorm and after high school was done I moved 5 hours away from where I live and I've been on my own ever since. But now that I am home again and been looking for a job, my dad has talked me into training the horse with him. The type of training method my dad has been using on the horse, is the "Clinton Anderson Method", I went from ground work to riding the horse. And I have to be honest it was scary and it was hard to be around a horse or to even rided one, it has been 15 years since I've been on a horse. But after gaining my confidence back I was able to ride the horse again and this time full speed. For the first time ever today, I actual saddle up the horse and rode the horse across the land we owned and I did all of this without my dad near by to guide me. I was so proud of myself today because I did it all on my own, but I still have fear of riding the horse full speed. Also not to mention that my dad had brought up an idea of me being in a rodeo again and do barrel racing, I will not lie I do miss barrel racing and I miss the speed of the horse. But until then I will be preparing myself and will continue to ride the horse until I have to go back to school.